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I'm trying to figure out positivity. I've not been doing great at that. <- lol negative. I don't know why I constantly feel like giving up. I know that I am exactly where I am supposed to be right now at this point in my life but I have a hard time getting over whatever mental block it is that seems to be holding me back from being the best version of myself. I guess I just need to continue to try new things and tactics to help propel my self forward. My mom thinks if I start horseback riding again that will help. I think a big chunk of my problems would be solved if I could just get back in shape, which I know. And it is easier said than done unfortunately.... but I am going to work my ass off this summer to get my self confidence to a good place and where it isn't holding me back from being successful in my work. I NEED TO BE BETTER I WANT TO BE BETTER I CAN BE BETTER.
slow and steady
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I'm slowly making progress I think. I am not as afraid. I'm still freaking afraid of a lot of things don't get me wrong. But I am getting better. I feel like shockheaded allowed me to explore a side of theatre I had never really experienced before and I am so grateful for that experience. I sometimes feel insecure about the work I did in that show, and I need to discover how to be able to accomplish the things in my work I want to accomplish so I can become the person and actor that I want to be. The next few months and into the summer I am going to do my best to work on myself spiritually, mentally and physically so I can jump into my sophomore year with the confidence that I wish I had right now. I feel like I have grown a lot this semester already and I am looking forward to whatever the rest of the semester has in store for me. So, spring break is going to hopefully revitalize me and help me gain back the momentum and energy I need to finish out the rest of the...